Finding Your Marbles
A Mental Health Survival Guide

There are hundreds of online mental health forums, covering everything from depression to synesthesia. Some of them are quite large, like the About.com forums, and others are grassroots forums that emerged around small communities of mental illness sufferers who joined together to support each other as they struggled to cope with their mental illness and hopefully get on the road to recovery.

Online forums can be a great resource to help you manage your mental illness and to help you with your recovery. They provide you with a great opportunity to meet with other people who are suffering from the same conditions and talk about your problems in a safe, anonymous environment.

I have participated in several mental health forums, both as a member and as an administrator, and I have written this guide to both help you choose a mental health forum and to get the best out of your mental health forum experience.

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Medication can be very expensive, especially medication for mental illness. Lots of expensive research goes into those drugs, and the drug companies charge very high prices to recover their costs.

Since costs can run upwards of $75/month for some medications, this can be a major problem if you are out of money or if you’ve got to take a lot of different medications together. Even worse is when you run out of money in the middle of a medication cycle and you might start missing doses. With some medication, such as SSRIs, missing doses can be very serious so there are some major health implications if you can’t afford meds.

There are a couple of things that you can do to get your medication if you can’t afford to pay for it. Some of them take a bit of work and patience, so it is a good idea to plan ahead and make sure that you always have a good supply. The last thing you want is to be on your last pill when an unexpected bill comes in.

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Bipolar Disorder is a very frustrating and terrifying illness. People with bipolar can feel terrifyingly out of control, and even with medication, bipolar people rarely feel “normal.”

Because bipolar disorder can make such a mess of your emotions and your mind, it is very difficult for people with bipolar to express their fears and frustrations, and even more difficult for their friends and family to understand them. Bipolar disorder is one of the most misunderstood mental illnesses, and bipolar sufferers can end up tragically marginalized by society.

Boris Donlin’s photo essay “Catching a Darkness” tells the story of his sister’s struggle with bipolar disorder, which ended tragically in suicide. It is a touching and sometimes terrifying look into one woman’s struggle with this illness, from the perspective of her baby brother.

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In Part 4 of the Therapy Series: Leaving Your Therapist, I discussed how therapy relationships end, and how to end a relationship positively. In this final section I will share some of my thoughts on therapy and I will talk a bit about “alternative” therapies that I have encountered.

As I mentioned in the Introduction, therapy saved my life. If I hadn’t gone to therapy, my depression would have spiralled out of control and I don’t know where I would have ended up. Therapy is the single best tool for treating mental illness and I can’t recommend it enough. It is one of the necessary steps to full recovery.

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In Part 3 of this series: “What To Do After Each Session,” I talked about what you should do after each therapy session. In this section, I will discuss how therapy relationships end, how to tell when your therapy relationship is coming to a positive end, what to do when your therapy relationship breaks down, and how to manage your “after therapy” relationship with your therapist.

Therapy relationships are not permanent, and eventually, your therapy will come to an end. You will either end the relationship yourself, or your therapist will end it, or you will come to a mutual agreement that you no longer need to continue in therapy. Leaving therapy can be a frightening and emotional experience. However, in a healthy therapy relationship, leaving therapy can be a form of rebirth. If you had a positive experience with your therapy, it will form a strong foundation on which you can build a healthy and happy life.

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In Part 2 of this series: “Your First Therapy Appointment,” I talked about how to prepare for your first therapy session, and what to expect from therapy and your therapist. In this article, I will discuss what you can do after each therapy session to make your therapy more effective, and to help you survive the most difficult parts.

One day I was talking to a friend of mine who was going through some particularly difficult therapy sessions for anxiety. We were talking about how we both felt after our sessions were over. My friend described the “after-therapy” feeling to a T. He said, “It’s the feeling that you get after you have been to the gym or after you just spent all day working hard. You are exhausted, sore, and at the end of your strength, but there is a little voice inside you saying “Hooray, I did it!”"

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In Article 1 of this series, Choosing a Therapist, we talked about how to find and choose a therapist. In this segment, I will talk about making your first therapy appointment, how to prepare, and what to expect when you get there. Finally, I will talk about the evolution and growth of the relationship between you and your therapist.

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Choosing a therapist is a lot like dating. You want to find someone who is supportive, someone who understands you, someone who is compassionate and who cares about your interests, and, above all, someone who you can trust. Also, just like dating, choosing a bad therapist can be a total nightmare, and one bad experience can be so discouraging that you are tempted to just give up. Finally, to make things worse, there are hundreds of therapists and there’s no easy way to pick the right one.

So what’s a person to do?

The answer is simple. Do some research, ask lots of questions, and be patient.

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Therapy. It’s a loaded word. To someone who suffers from mental illness, no one word sums up all the fears and hopes of sufferers like the word “therapy.” In one word is contained all our fears of exposure and ridicule (”if I go to therapy then everyone will know that I’m crazy!”) alongside our deepest-held and most cherished hopes for recovery and a normal life.

If you suffer from a mental illness, at some point in your life you will end up in some sort of therapy, whether it is a few “stress-buster” sessions with a relaxation coach, or full-blown institutionalization at a mental hospital. For most of us, going to therapy for the first time was, or will be, the most difficult and terrifying thing that we have ever attempted. Beginning therapy is the first step to recovery, and if you suffer from mental illness, it will be when you finally decide to face your illness. This week, I will be writing a series of articles that will attempt to help you begin, and get through, therapy. Therapy saved my life, and I hope I can help it save yours.

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